24 June 2009

My prayers (my demands)



Dear God/lord/bhagwan/allah/waheguru/whatever they call you

Let me do what I love to do
Let me love what I do

Let me find them whom I love
Let them find me who love me

Grant me the sight to see beyond the horizon
Without losing my sight of what lies beneath my feet

Keep me young to play
Keep me mature enough to understand

Give me strength to fight
Without taking away my sensitivity to feel

Let me forget my limits
Without forgetting my responsibilities

I shall remain a learner throughout my life
And willing to be the master to those I can teach

Don't give me what I want
Give me what I deserve......................because I might deserve more

14 June 2009

After 2 weeks...

It has been 2 weeks since I have updated my blog. Life had (and still it is) become a 'bloody mary', a cocktail that I hate the most. It's sour, salty and I even find it bitter. After taking my laboratory back classes (yeah, I am the one who can even get a back in lab), I thought life will be fun. My journey to Delhi was more than awesome. A nice time pass kind chic and her shy but laughable guy-friend, another guy who was trying to act oversmart (like me). I won't describe my journey as I have had so many great journeys that have led me to believe that "journey is more important than destination". The journey, I thought, was an omen to a good life at home. But the real 'bloody mary' was yet to come.

The transition from hostel life (fun!) to home (a jail where you get good food) can be so drastic that you might feel lost. I still tried to write something keeping knots of confusion and blasts of irritation aside. With all my efforts in vain, I didn't manage to write anything. I wanted to write a lot, carry on with my novel but the time, perhaps, was not right. I want to have a vacation before my job life starts, but the time perhaps doesn't want me to.

But hey! I read her blog. "Her" here is a very good friend of mine. Man! Girls can do things so well when it comes to decorations and expressions. The practical files of physics, chemistry and biology in school, remember? Remember, how girls used to decorate them and fetch good marks while boys with the same content but poor aesthetic skills couldn't reach girls' scales. "Wow" is the word to describe her blog. Do read it: http://unpolisheddreams.blogspot.com/ Her silence is expressive, her words are magical, her blog is.........
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I can't express!