Where do I go?

Shoulder to all, love to all

I know how to cheer them all

In the gloomiest of their days

I do roll a smiling ball

Yes, they share their burden

They lighten their hearts

Even cry with bucket tears

I love to wipe them all

In a silent corner of my heart

I sit and ponder

Who can cheer my heart?

A voice echoes, "None"

In the dark valleys of my nature

I look up in the sky

Shouting, "Why"

The stars just smile at me

I smile back, good manners say

But who understands my way

All grown up, I remain a child

All civilized, my emotions still wild

A wild child, in search of comfort

Found it inside a heart

The heart of its own

But is it the place for the grown?

All the questions still unanswered

Something still encumbered

Found everyone, everywhere

With an option to retreat, at the right time

The need to be united

Being a loner always, I thought ‘lions hunt alone’ while ‘monkeys stay in groups’. I never need any company whether I have to eat or shop or entertain myself. I can even laugh or cry alone. After a long self introspection, I realized that whenever I had performed a task with someone, I had felt much better and learned much more. May be that’s the reason monkeys evolved but lions didn’t.

Someone might love guitar, someone else might love drums or singer’s voice. But when united, everyone and even more people love the music created by the unification of the band’s solo elements. It doesn’t mean that solos are not worthwhile. In fact, they can be worth more than the band. What exactly I think is: when unification is more progressive than each of the solo elements, it’s better to unite, else, make a one man show.

Mind is an attribute of the individual, there’s no such thing as collective brain or collective thought. But brains in synchronization with one another can produce big results. Computer, as we see today, is an example of synchronization of ideas of different geniuses to produce a thing that is more useful than the ideas alone. Everyone has to think alone, generate ideas alone. To combine it or average it with someone else’ idea is their own will.

It has been proved that chanting ‘mantras’ or meditating alone won’t give as good effects as doing it in a group will give. Probably, that’s the reason Osho meditation resorts have a huge hall where mass meditates in togetherness. Sri Sri Ravishankar also encourages the chanting of mantras in mass congregations. But the pre-requisite of all this togetherness is being on the same frequency otherwise it’s futile or may be hazardous.